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Thoughts of a currently heavy heart...

Journal Entry: Thu May 28, 2009, 3:03 AM
So I have been rather caught up as of late. I have had a great number of emotional obstacles to overcome and despite my best efforts to remain cheerful it has of course been difficult. With some relationship difficulties, the death of a friend, the general stress of living I have found myself almost defeated. Despite being quite beaten down I have been working very hard, pushing through the tears and the sadness.

So workwise status, I have honestly almost finished the second half fo the two part Vampire Knight fan fiction I was working on. The first half has been more popular than I could ever imagine and I have been slacking somewhat on the follow up part. So Part two of Purpose I hope will be available for viewing in the coming weeks.
Secondly, some of you will recall I placed up two new previews for stories called Fly to Paradise and Shintai (previously known as History). Well Shintai is almost complete in rough form, so far the chapter count standing at 33 and the story is almost at its end. I suppose it is this work that has kept me working rather relentlessly. I have been at my day job during the day (obviously) and I return home to work on the story almost non stop. I have't slept much as a result but there has been little time for these rather invasive lonely feelings that consume my life at present.

Cosplay, ah cosplay the sign that summer is almost upon us. I am finally ready to announce the cosplays for this year as I only attend one event in a year. I almost always cosplay three characters. You will have noticed various votes up and some of you have responded with zest. So I will announce the various results. I will unfortunately not be going to the event naked as there just were not enough votes. It is a shame but there is always next year. I will be cosplay Zero from Vampire Knight again this year with some adjustments and finishes to what was last year an unfinished costume. Contact lenses and better hair, as well as a costume made completely from scratch again. Secondly I will be cosplaying Tamaki from Ouran High School instead of Kyouya as I did last year so blond I shall be. I am looking forward to it, since I almost always cosplay very serious characters it will be fun to prance around posing and attacking random girls with roses and affection. Thirdly I will be cosplaying Wolfram from Kyo Kara Maoh! Another one I am looking forward to a lot. I will have two costumes for this character as this will be my main cosplay this year. I always have one that I really focus on and this year Kyo Kara Maoh is it. I hope you will all look forward to the costumes as apart from Ouran I will be starting completely from scratch.

On a positive point thank you to everyone for your support, I made 16'000 pageviews. <3

So I think that concludes my updates for now so I will see you all at a later date and I hope that my fortunes will have altered and I am in better spirits. Take care and stay cool this summer!

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  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: Those voices...
  • Reading: I am a Cat III
  • Watching: Code Geass R2
  • Eating: Rasberry Pocky
  • Drinking: Tea, when am I not drinking tea?

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Awwww, so sorry to hear stuff thats been going on.

Congrats on the pageviews though :) <3

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Thank you <3

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"The falling Angels cry..."

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:iconkissadonis:
Congrats on the pageviews Taku! And Ganbatte with the costumes! I wish you the best of luck.

:: pets your hair and hugs tightly.:: Thank you for always being there for me, and as I have been, whenever you need to talk to someone I'm there too. You know that. <3

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Thank you and I know you're there. I appreciate that.

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"That's cheating you stole my word!!!"

"The falling Angels cry..."

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Hey...sorry bout what's been goin' on. I would never had guessed because you always seen sort of happy or giggly or whatever when we talk. Anyway...I hope things go better for you and if you ever need to talk...just hit me up. That's what friends are for. See ya!

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:: smiles and snuggles.::

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#1 Xinados / Superior of ~Org-HikagetoOkage
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Well no need to labour issues on everyone, if I come across as happy then I'm still strong enough to get by. *nods*

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"That's cheating you stole my word!!!"

"The falling Angels cry..."

:rose:-Ruru-:rose:
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*nods in agreement* I'm not sayin your weak and yeah I get that...I was just sayin is all.

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:) <3

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For diamonds do appear to be

Just like broken glass to me.

(I leave hearts, because i care <3)

Journal History

Trying to decide between two cosplays... 

42%
16 deviants said Lelouch - Code Geass
42%
16 deviants said Tamaki - Ouran High School Host Club
16%
6 deviants said Naked please!!

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